Monday 21 March 2016

hold my heart

i'm not sure.

i'm not sure about tomorrow. i'm not sure what i'll be doing five / ten / twenty years from now. i'm not sure about my career. i'm not sure about my calling.

i'm not sure about my feelings. i'm not sure what you feel about me. i'm not sure about the mess that is my emotions and affections.

i'm not sure if i'm a sinner struggling to love God, or a lover of God struggling with sin.

i'm not sure about these things i cling onto. i'm not sure about the whys. i'm not sure about certain things i say, and certain things i do.

still i cling.

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